Shattering Stigmas – Underneath The Bell Jar

Happy Wednesday, friends!  It’s time again, with this amazing Shattering Stigmas event, to share one more incredible blog post with you! SO excited! In case you missed it, Shattering Stigmas is an event that will take place from October 6th to October 20th here on Drizzle & Hurricane Books.

Three years ago, Shannon @ It Starts at Midnight launched the first Shattering Stigmas, a blogging event dedicated to posts about mental illness to address and challenge the stigmas against it. Through book reviews, discussion posts and lists, Shattering Stigmas has continued conversations around mental illness for the past three years.

This year, for the Shattering Stigmas 4.0, you will be able to find incredible guest posts on blogs from all four hosts of the event: Taylor, Ben, Madalyn, Kitty and Marie.

You can also enter our INTERNATIONAL (Book Depository) giveaway! TWO winners will be able to win the Mental Health book of their choice at the end of this event. Don’t forget to ENTER HERE!

I am thrilled to welcome the amazing Lily today on my blog, writing about depression in a very eloquent, very amazing way, really. I loved this post so, very much and I hope you will feel the same way about it! Feel free to share your thoughts on comments!

Trigger warning: this post talks about depression.

Depression isolates you. Alienates you. Or rather, it makes you alienate yourself. From your passions, your ambitions, your friends, your family—in short; from life, and from living it.

“Being around people was absolutely the most draining thing I could imagine. Just talking to someone. I avoided the world. I mostly stayed lying in bed, and I wanted my shades closed.” (Andrew Solomon)

No one who hasn’t experienced depression themselves will probably ever truly understand what it means to be depressed—and even if they have, no two experiences are ever exactly the same. Nevertheless, it would be wonderful, if everyone was kind, open-minded, and understanding enough to try—and to, at the very least, acknowledge it as a real illness.

Because it is.

“I’m so depressed.”

How often have you heard someone say this? Or said it yourself? How often do you think the person saying it actually meant that they were suffering from depression? Were you? And did you take them seriously?

How often do you think the person sitting right in front of you on the bus on your way home happened to be in a mental state closely resembling a deep, dark pit, trying to claw their way out of it with the last bit of their strength, all the while feeling like they’re drowning, while being surrounded by air?

Being depressed has, for some curious reason, become a word that’s used very liberally, and without much second thought—people are “depressed“, because their favorite restaurant closed down, or because their haircut turned out differently from what they had expected—the word “depressed“ is used so often in day to day life. And yet, depression itself is still stigmatized. And I believe that part of the reason why it still hasn’t been accepted as a real illness in society—at least not universally—is because of the very fact that it’s being used so liberally.

I consider myself to be immensely lucky to be surrounded by intelligent, understanding, and open-minded friends, many of them online, who get it, but sadly, that’s not the case, when I step out of that safe circle; both on the internet, and in real life. I still witness university students talk behind a fellow student’s back, when they confesses to needing a break from studying, exams, and university life, because they’re mentally exhausted. And I can almost hear what they’re thinking, as their faces slip into perfect reflections of skepticism at best, and derision at worst. Meanwhile, the word depression hasn’t even been uttered.

The fact is, that mental health, and depression, still aren’t being taken seriously enough.

Because if they were, depression would be an acceptable reason to miss work, or school, just like having the flu is, and people wouldn’t feel entitled to giving unsolicited advice such as “think positive!”, “I’ve been feeling down lately as well, it’s probably the weather … you should go out, and soak up some sunshine! Get your Vitamin D!”, or “try smiling, because it automatically tricks your brain into thinking you’re happy”, and feel perfectly comfortable, or even helpful, while doing so.

I’ve thought about how to write about this topic, where to begin, how to begin, and all I want to address pertaining to it, for a really long time, because I want this post to be helpful, but also hopeful—but most of all, I want everyone to know that no one chooses to be depressed. Especially with clinical depression, depressed people themselves are often ashamed of admitting that they’re suffering, because they don’t feel like they deserve to be. Because so many people have it worse, and, objectively, they should be happy, appreciative, and grateful for everything they have (that others, who aren’t depressed, don’t).

“From time to time, the panic would lift for a little while. Then came the calm despair. The inexplicability of it all defied logic. It was hellishly embarrassing to tell people I was depressed, when my life seemed to have so much good and love and material comfort in it;“ (Andrew Solomon)

So many people suffer in silence, afraid of seeming dramatic, afraid of being a burden, and afraid of turning away the people they love, by being sad all the time, “because no one likes a downer”.

There are so many things I want to say about depression—I want mental health, and mental illnesses in general to be a topic that is discussed and taught in schools, I want to write posts after posts after posts about all the things that I find so hard to put into words. But for now, here are a few things that I do everyday, in the hopes of helping others who may need it a great deal—things that always help me.

    • smile at someone [I don’t know]
    • genuinely take an interest in, and ask someone how they’re doing
    • listen—really listen
    • be kind, and understanding [especially when someone acts unkindly]
    • educate myself—no one is born perfectly “unproblematic”, and filled with knowledge about how to talk about mental illness (I still struggle with it myself), and how to help, and be supportive of people who have a mental illness.

Also, I want to say the following: there are many reasons why people can be, or are, depressed. Sometimes, there is a reason in form of an event, something tragic that happened, that triggers depression, or a depressive episode—but many, many times, there isn’t a definitive answer to why someone has depression. They just do.
All of us human beings are constantly trying to make sense of things, trying to fix problems, trying to help. We want to help. It’s why we ask things like “Why?”. Because we care. But when it comes to depression, and mental illnesses, a lot of times, it does the exact opposite.

So if someone puts their trust in you, and tells you about their mental illness, and their struggles, be kind. Be thoughtful. Don’t presume. And don’t (immediately) ask “but why”? Because sometimes there is no why, and asking that question can be crushing, exactly because of that. Someone’s life could look perfect, yet there they are, depressed “for no reason”.

What you can say instead, is “I’m here for you”. Sometimes that’s all you can do, and it will make the biggest difference.

Here are a few books that you won’t want to miss out on, that carefully weave in the effects and the huge impact depression has on all of our lives.

 

The depression belongs to all of us. I think of the family down the road whose mother was having a baby and they went around the neighborhood saying, “We’re pregnant.” I want to go around the neighborhood saying, “We’re depressed.” (Saving Francesca)

I whole-heartedly urge you to read these, and maybe the next time someone is quiet, or rude, or impolite—maybe instead of thinking of them as quiet, rude, or impolite—maybe consider that they’re none of these things, that those are mere symptoms of something larger going on in their lives, something they have no control over.

A smile could be all that helps to alleviate their pain.

Much love,

Lily

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19 thoughts on “Shattering Stigmas – Underneath The Bell Jar

  1. Yes, yes, yes – This post is everything! There’s so much important content here! I hate how often depression is brushed off, and how often people turn it around so that they’re the ones being victimised by it?? They pin all the blame on the person going through the depression, and try to make it about their feelings instead. I’m so glad to see things like Shattering Stigmas being broadcasted, because it’s time that our society learns to handle mental illness better! 😊❤️

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    1. That makes me so happy to hear! Thank you so much, Shannon!

      I feel like so many people still don’t really get depression, and mental illnesses, and don’t notice obvious signs that others are struggling, even if it’s right in front of them, and that makes me so sad.

      Thank you so much, Shannon, I feel the same way! I hope we get there someday soon. ❤️

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  2. I think you’re right that depression isn’t taken seriously because we use the word so liberally. And, honestly, it’s just hard for someone who hasn’t experienced it to understand. Most of us can make ourselves feel better under normal circumstances, so it’s hard to understand why someone else can’t. I think that books help a lot with empathy for that reason.

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  3. LILY!!!! Honestly b, you never cease to amaze me with your writing omg ITS SO CAPTIVATING HOW DO YOU DO IT

    you BRING up so many amazing point like the whole way we as a society causally toss around phrases and dont understand the weight behind it, YES YES YES!! getting educated and spreading the knowledge and just having regular conversations about mental illness with the people around us is so important!!

    and the list of things you can do to help yourself and others 😭😭😭 youre such a soft sweet bean. i’m definitely gonna check out those recs that i havent already (i see saving francesca and i approve) and ill let you know what i thinkkkk

    thank you so much for this wonderfully written post, youre a queen ❤

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    1. AHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH, MAY!! ✨🌙💫

      I can’t wait for you to read the other books I recommended and hear your thoughts on them! ❤️❤️

      I’m so glad you enjoyed this post, and thank you a million times for the kindest comment ever, you’re the best. 😭😭❤️

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  4. Absolutely love this post. Even more so because an old friend / sort of ex contacted me not too long ago and started the conversation – literally – with “I’m depressed and people don’t believe me.” I hadn’t talked to that person in YEARS and it broke my heart he had to reach out to me, of all people, in order to be heard..
    The frustration I felt couldn’t have come close to his own and I was totally ready to shout at his family and friends – even his partner – so they realized that he’s reaching out and they’re not hearing him at all. [Which I ended up pretty much doing.]

    Small things can help so much to people in a depression and.. well.. when they’re reaching out, even if you feel like “maybe they’re not serious” or “they just can’t be serious, everything’s going well for them”, you should just give them the shoulder they need and try and lift them up the tiniest bit. Listening can already do so, so much.

    I hope a lot of people read this post. 🙂

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    1. Ahh that breaks my heart!! Depression is definitely something that’s still so misunderstood and not taken seriously, which only heightens people’s fears of addressing it, because they then also feel like they’re looking for attention?

      I totally agree with you, listening and making someone really feel heard can do so much.

      Thank you for your comment, Kathy, and this is genuinely the greatest compliment!! 💜💜

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  5. Loved this post, Lily. It is so well written. And I absolutely agree that depression is a word which is being used too liberally. often I hear people saying I am depressed because of so and so reason, while most of the time those reasons are utterly stupid like you said. I do believe that mental illness should be handled as a separate subject in schools to make our teens more aware of it.
    I wasn’t much aware myself about mental illness before reading in books about it and I am so thankful for these kind of books 🙂

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